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I still can’t believe that one of my dance teachers told me that I should audition for SYTYCD lol… And my other dance teacher who watched me dance my lyrical solo two days ago, ran up to me today and told me “Elin.. I have been thinking about your solo. I can’t stop think about it now! It’s so damn good.”

Is this even happening to me? It feels like someone is joking. Like, it isn’t even fun because I can’t take their words for real, because I really don’t think that i’m a good dancer. Like, really… The only thing i’m a tiny bit good at is stretching! I’m no pro dancer. I’ve never taken a real dance class in my WHOLE life. Except ballet classes for a year when I was like 5 years old… But that doesn’t count. And for you who don’t know me, I only dance in school, for fun, to express myself. But I’ve never taken a class outside of my “school dance classes”.

OK. Nobody cares, but I just need to express myself. I don’t know who I am, nor what I am doing… I’m so confused.

i’m such a failure.

to all of my beautiful followers;

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